poems from
_lunar_hilton_elegy
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City / Gaze / Back
I look like what I am,
Storefront rememberer,
A mildewed stack of dead arcana with no currency
To lie and claim you read,
The station every aged out abductee
Claims to have risen to, then cut
And run from
Feeling for
Old drums of future war
In structures
Powerless,
Riddled by the Zippo-lighted scrawls:
HIT A CRIP
IN THE LIP
WHAT DRIP.
What crawls?
Throw towels on it,
Skewer it with push knives,
Void the clip,
Throw the joint in panic at the unsmotherable
Dust pneumonia wincing, lock your door,
List your house...
I’m just putting shit at this point in my calendar.
The city gazes back now
Walking Away
I am waiting for my turn,
My problems, offers come
Rubberbanded on the sidewalk
In the morning.
Good morning,
Starshine, Earth says.
Hello, future as you woulda had it:
Sunglass geometry,
Wet textiles,
Knobs to modulate
A circuit dusted off or reconstructed.
Try as you might
To make a block
Of loanmarts
Perk up in this skillet.
I become a muse for Helmut Newton
There to be commuted to
Just saucer crash distance
Overlay
jailed on the six-car trains with otherpeople moving stuck
pedaling a swan boat on La Ronde
around the instant islands
I can buzz around exempt behind a gilded age
movie pimp’s mustache from being coerced
to humanize unpaid
holding one baby drug-sized Ziploc bag of evidence—
hairs—
that say a retribution myth branded almost to the bone makes
viable offspring with the hoariest of showbiz maxims
on our lips reflexively, a cave-mind callback
audible as tiny mad calliope music in the sobbed suppressed
lullabies to flesh in its collapsing conditions
the meat of all of us mauled by park security’s dogs
eventually a ghost pirate captain gets dragged out from his throne
to reassure the seasick
all you need is faith to hear the diesels
overlay & transfiguration
heavy
hearing your own voice air from the speaker in his gut
because my smoke-poisoned praying to be taken up
a mothership is shale fed into
a hopper that dispenses
horoscope fortunes on the waves
of excavators swinging like burlesque
automatons
Colony Inside an Iron Mask
enclaved like a shower and arcade within a rest-
stop papal states
shadowplay on sheets laid over dead pure forms
Tec out the dresser out the cubicles H&R Block occupies
in Walmart
prisoner at sea
I tend to flood my first enchanted footsteps with collateral blood
build violently the white electric rail through remembering
skulls
whose war now to vibrate any further out young
star file my dungeonfreak holiday as existential
thrashing
I’m confessing it was game
all to germinate
a ruin